https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDXcShabeNI
Beginning from one month in utero my life began as a tragic uphill struggle.
My biological mother( in which if she has access to this blog who knows how she'll react like she did when I had pictures of her and my murdered fathers' wedding pictures) some how contributed to the ending of my fathers' life via a rifle.
Imagine living with the person who has made you a pariah of sorts alive. I have encountered the shit bags of life ;who I view them with the knowledge its their lack of humanity)..telling me I am damaged goods(implied or directly), or be careful of any association with her ilk. I still stand strong and loved with my humanity somewhat intact.
I've tested parameters of others, who cut me out when I don't behave like this polished damaged damsel in distress grateful for a fake white knight. Some of you may have caught me in the worse of my hour. Some of you view me as the "crazy wife", despite you being a johnnie come lately bleeding heart working for the disenfranchised. I guess its good at least you choice to do something instead of stigmatizing them like you did me.
Anyways I have survived this far and you will not shut me up.
